I try to tell myself the world WONT end. But i think i subconsciously tell myself it is. I'm OBSESSED with the end of the world DX i mean Ive seen signs, the occurrences of the number 13 in my past made me realise that someone is trying to show me something and i mean say what you want BUT where will we all be in 2013? DX Will I be in another world like i used to wish I'd be in DX Oh MY Mutha FING god. Who knows.
I want to be steady with my future, get married, have a good successful life ... but how? When we ONLY got under 3 years left.
Im Agnostic but my ray of hope is in the bible, something like " no man knows the day of the end of the earth"
surely GOD cant be lying right?
well what about the Mayans and their calender ending December 2012? Nostradamus?
HOW will it end? I dont really believe anything like an " intergalactic aligning"
I think if the world WAS to end Id be content with a we all sleep and dont wake up kinda thing OR i wake up on another planet.
When i say another planet i do NOT mean MARS or PLUTO. I mean like an Alternate universe XD I kinda believe I dream in an Alternate universe.
I mean like in ff8 i believe there were 2 Alternate universes for the ULTIMECIA = RINOA theory but this isnt about that so DONT ARGUE WITH ME...
But although this is a little more crazier. i believe that I will end the world. Seriously, i live on the philosohpy:
This world revolves around me and my decisions,
I AM MY OWN GOD
I can control mine and everyones life
The world will die when i do

Now before you snarl at me and think im an utter douche bag when i say that the terms are use ambiguously

I am not a self absorbed freak but i believe everyperson has their own world, and in every world its about them. Like were all in a universe catered to them and i believe when you have found one you life, the worlds merge into one then you seek to create a new one.

But yeah i could go on about this.
on a lighter note:

I LIVE WITH DEATH in the form of a CAT DX
Its names is ALIEN. I hate it when im trying to type a journal and something wet and tickly is touching my leg, and i look down and all i see is a black shadow running from me. She is a annoying, water obsessed black cat who thinks it is human DX
she does not like my boyfriend for some reason ( *cough* backflip)
but i think shes just paranoid DX she wont pee in the litter tray shell pee over the floor drain cuz she sees something remotely similar when mum is on the toilet.
she is a freak she makes pigeon sounds instead of meowing.
She rolls continuosly on the floor in the same spot just randomly for hours, and answers to our other cats name out of jelously.
As for Princess, she is a succubus tart, who men are always attracted to and she puts her ass up for them literally. but she seems to have a liking me for. Sorry princess I dont sway that way.

For my third PET! XPP
jokes..
I love my Dinosaur/ bby lion cub. XD
Richard, he reminds me of Kovu from the lion king, xD
sooooo cute <3333 ( no im not a furry )
he ish adorables and romantics and is mien DX
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forveahs